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Radio Soap Star Opera

by Matt Trowbridge

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1.
I am just a kid, I wanna have fun. I wanna build a bridge, where everyone falls in love. strangers in the street, walking side by side, could be holding hands. making plans, to meet up later, cuz they like the same song on the radio perfecto. it's hard enough to give, under the gun. trying to find the one to give to everyone. I wanna fall in love. I'm standing in the street, on the corner of Houston and Attorney, looking up at your top step. and nobody's home. we used to like the same song on the radio perfecto. I'm gonna need some time, I'm gonna get it right. the song for everyone. ...everybody's song. I'm gonna need your help, even though you don't know me well. the song for everyone, cmon cmon cmon cmon. strangers in the street, walking side by side, could be holding hands. making plans, to meet up later, cuz they like the same song on the radio perfecto.
2.
a-ha. funnyman, sad clown eat bananas upside down turn your smile up and around find a cloud where you can lay me down blessed be the kids who pray for simple things in everyone and everything like a magic pumpkin, jack-o-lantern. a family let down I run amuck every time I come to town the underbelly of the brown dog it's sensitive and pure he is lonesome, I am sure. blessed be my mom and dad and brothers too. what they give to me, I'm giving back to you. a jack-o-lantern. blessed be my girl it's wonderful to laugh at the world like a pumpkin with a pearl blessed be my mom and dad and brothers too. what they give to me, I'm giving back to you. they paved my way away, and now I'm back. a jack-o-lantern. a-ha.
3.
it's a sunny day and even though the wind doesn't feel like it's blowing your way I call out your name I dreamt I had a daughter, and we took good care of her. there's a pullout page in the sunday paper magazine bout the st. patrick's parade it's a different age than even just a couple years ago that's the way it goes you're hunting for a change. oh, the mother wrapped her tight in a blanket father Tom was his way from Philadelphia and the feel, the congregation was restless the feel, the feel was really quite spectacular. my brother's on his way easter sunday bunny basket, all the kids go crazy charades he's got a new baby I can't help but wonder why I dreamt I had a daughter. inner peace the more I know, I know the less I'll ever know that's the way it be I'm not just OK with it, I thank God everyday for it. oh, the mother wrapped her tight in a blanket father Tom brought something special back from Haiti she sighed and looked for cracks in the window the feel, the feel was a little bit scary. she'll make friends with someone good now and then she'll think of me just pretend I'm not afraid. when I'm 43 I hope I'll still behave on some days like I was 17 I remember dreams like they were chapters in a story that made its way to my silver screen. oh, the mother wrapped her tight in a blanket father Tom addressed the funny politicians she sighed and held the phone with her shoulder oh, the feel. the feeling first thing in the morning the cobwebs, the collage of your dreams wrap em tight in your favorite blanket it's the feel, the feel you'll never forget her.
4.
It's Easy 05:13
it's easy to lose the one you love you gotta call it off when the other one is done. it's hard it can be hard to maintain the life that you're left with so lonely and desperate, it's insane. in love, I wanna make breakfast I want her to come. I want her full and proud of what I'd done. I keep hangin on I was made to love all the grey-eyed angels save me one by one. it's easy to lost the one you love when it falls apart, and you say something dumb. it's hard it can be hard to unchange all the changes you made while tryin to stay in the game. in love, I wasn't jealous I was afraid. didn't wanna disappoint her after all that she gave me. I keep hangin on, singin the same old song of all the knots I've tried to tie that come undone. it's easy.
5.
I went 'uh-huh' when you asked me if I take it to the bitter end. heart-broken it's familiar, a feeling I've felt before. we're holding hands in the front row of the old people's home at the movie show where have you been? I'm going it alone with Jimmy and the biker dudes. the restless kid inside me wants conversation to take the place of the one inside his head. uh-huh. take me out or take me on it's one or the other. hats off to you let me take your coat the coffee's in the kitchen. i'm home alone watching for commercials my friends are in. where have you been? going it alone with Jimmy and the biker dudes. the restless kid inside me wants conversation to take the place of the one inside his head. uh-huh.
6.
The Bones 03:24
underneath the deepest sea well, you were there you tell me on the walkabout the fingerprints of love. some time ago, far away the story books you ripped a page on the coral reef, in the ocean deep and sun. on the way back to love where were you coming from? the rest of us, we knew just what it was. half the time I wish I was one of you with something like the fingerprints I know they guide your love. the funniest, most creative crew all the positive that comes from you. happiness, and coral reef, and fun. on the way back to love where were you coming from? the rest of us, we knew just what it was.
7.
White Pine 04:26
the sun is bright through white pine the branches climb they form a line to fall. the wind wear windfall clears a path for me to see. the damaged day at nighttime. with nothing left to say. will you back away? with so much else to do there's a confidence in you and I want it too won't you stay near me? the summer heights, the white pine the wire's high the tight rope masterful. the Princeton kids are gone might it still catch on? with so much else to do there's a confidence in you and I want it too won't you stay for a while? will you back away? or find a place to stay?
8.
I found a job online it took a long long time I know you know how hard I'm trying your love is bubbling inside. I wanna be there when you wake. I wanna be there when you go. I wanna be the one you call. I wanna make it up to you. I cut my hair today it's a little square, it's OK. turning over, turn away I tried to take back what I've said. I wanna be there when you wake. I wanna be there when you go. I wanna be the one you call. I wanna make it up to you. can you tell over the phone if I'm smart enough to know? can I be trusted on my own? can I trust myself alone?
9.
Walls 02:59
I see you you're jumping out the van and I think now what could I have been? on the corner of Chapel Street and York the fire burns beside the door found a way to hide behind a screen underneath in cowboy boots and sheen and your shiny melodies so clear I hear you at the movie theatre. walls are so tall, they seem to grow taller, and I feel so small why even bother? the Dirty Projectors are the shit of which I wish I was capable oh, to think like that no, I will never know. I squint my ears to listen for van Gogh. and we wore black sheep costumes just the same. self-obsessed, I was the one to change his name. tried so hard to give myself a break I guess I'm proud to say I knew you in the day. walls are so tall, they seem to grow taller, and I feel so small I can't be bothered. I'm OK with everything I've done. I'm OK with everything I've done. I want to say I'm OK with what I've done. I'm OK with everything I've done. walls are so tall.
10.
Maxwell, sit down, I'm a liar. it hurts me, so honestly called out. if I'm honest will I have to stay longer? there's stuff I don't wanna tell the doctor. Dr. Chopper, I bleed in front of you. can you hear my heart beat? Suzy, sit down, I been at it. I get lonely when I'm bored of feeling happy. if I'm honest, I hate the machine. it keeps me up like a square peg, I'm upright. I'm a radio soap star opera. I'm a cowboy for my grandmother. Grammie, sit down, I'm Catholic. I found God in a court room, he loves me. if I'm honest, I scare myself shitless. I don't know what to do with all the wreckage. Dr. Chopper, I bleed in front of you. can you hear my heart beat? I'm a radio soap star opera for my grandmother. you're not my dad, so tell my father there's a guy I don't talk to any longer. there's a girl, I really want to love her. if I'm honest, I'm still scared of the doctor. I'm a radio soap star opera.

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Recorded in 7 days over 3 years.

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released October 1, 2009

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Photograph by Ramie Egan.

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